just 'bye'

and my 'best friend' said
JUST "Bye" to me tonite...

hmm... what shuld i say...
my friend'z gone now...
i have never expecting such a thing...

well then..
life's like that...
more than what we can only think of...
full of surpirses...
full of uncontrollable circumstances...

unexpected...
suprizing...
inexplicable events...
lausy mistakes...
and foolish decisions...

there arent any tears...
but somebody's wailing that i hear...

i wasnt good for sharing...
but my friend shared a lot...
i want good for discussing
but my friend discussed everything...
i wasnt good for anything at all...
but my friend gave me everything...

shared the sorrows...
shared the griefs..
shared the joyes
shared the tears..

and i am sitting here..
randering it in prose..
the pain inside...
that grow and flows...

my friend faced everything..
and i am in sound sleep ...
my firned has to look back..
when mom gives a no-trust look...

the pain is very hurting..
but that's i have to say..
and i just didnt understood..
the sensitivities of the issues...
i said to be practical..
n being impractical myself..

i wasnt even feeling..
the fantacy driven bloom..
and i kept adrifted towards the moon...
i was alone.. all by myself..
and when i realized...
it was far away from shore..

there;s so much more to say...
but the words are running away...
my dreames are really shattered...
like a broken trust that matters..

the night seems long..
and the pain is losing the grip..
n that's the only reason...
i could come back to sleep..